I really miss

how things used to be. I miss how you used to look at me. I miss how your eyes would get so big when you told me you love me. I miss sitting down and feeling your arms wrap around me from behind. I miss laying next to you and looking into your eyes. I miss all of your notes, and all of the love in your words. I miss those texts we used to send, and how hot i'd always get from them. I miss the (good) butterflies i'd get when you'd smile. I miss the sound of your laugh, and how it made me laugh, too. I miss talking about how we'd spend our lives together, and how we swore it'd last forever. I miss crying when you'd say something sweet, and then laughing about the tears that managed to escape. I miss being able to tell people your mine, and how your the best thing that's ever happened. I miss feeling your hand intertwine with mine, and how you would never let go no matter how sweaty our palms may be. I miss playing with your hair, and then looking down into your eyes afterwards. I miss pulling you in closer, and never letting go. I miss the passion i felt in our first kiss, and how i always wanted more and more after that one day. As crazy as it seems, i miss our fights, because they would always make us closer and prove that nothing would ever break us apart. I miss how you used to call me beautiful, and how you made me feel like i was worth something in this world. I miss how you were the one and only person who could ever calm me down, and the one and only person who would ever be there to wipe my tears away. I miss holding you when you'd shake, and how you'd think it was cute when i got so nervous about you. I miss all the jokes we shared together, and how we'd laugh at the littlest things together. I miss laying next to you in bed, and how you'd always rub or tickle me to make me relax. I miss hearing you call me baby, and how i was the only person you felt so strongly about. But out of all of these things, i miss you the most. You were and still are my life. I don't want you to think i'll ever give up on you, because i won't. Things might have changed, and we might be trying to figure some things out right now, but i'll be here 'till the end, and you better never forget that.