Happiness

Happiness, happiness, happiness. It's never really been a big part of my life before, so for me, it's a big deal. For someone to make me this happy, they must have some serious wizard powers or something. It's a beautiful thing, knowing that your loved, and being able to smile about it every time it comes to mind. I'm not sure what it is that's making me feel this way, but it's quite amazing. Everything is going great for me lately, and it's starting to fill up that big ol' hole in my heart. Between amazing and supportive friends, family issues finally being conquered, and having someone care for you in a whole new way before, my stomach feels like a butterfly field. And the weird part of it all is that i know all of these great things can vanish so simply. Friends move on, families find new fights to start, and I've never exactly had any luck before in the love department either, so what makes this any different? Well, I'll tell you how this situation is different. It's because I'm finally just living life. No worries, no troubles. Thinking the worst will only turn these great situations to crap in an instant, and why would i want to throw this all away? I just pray to the heavens that i'm doing the right thing, and that everything will turn out perfect. I love my friends, and as much as i hate to admit it, i love my family too. And love? it'll take a while, but i know this particular person won't screw me over in the end. Life is all about taking risks, right? Well, the time has come to dive into the pool of happiness while sippin' on a margarita and enjoying the ride.

Happiness: We rarely feel it.
I would buy it, beg it, steal it,
Pay in coins of dripping blood
For this one transcendent good.