'baby i'm not alright when you go, i'm not fine. please be all mine. I never want you to go because i am all yours, so please be all mine"
I feel as if i am outside of my own body, watching over myself. I am not the same as before, because i am broken. I want this pain to end, i want these wounds to heal, i want this heart to mend. Why did i fall? Why can't i pick myself back up? Should i run, or should i stay?
Running, is not an option though. My heart is with you, and you only. Although its torn and scared, you still keep it. So i will not run, i will not take it back, and i will not show my struggle. My thoughts are all mixed up, my logic is a blur, and my reasoning is wrong. But do i run from these decisions? No, i shall not. I will never. YOU are my everything and more, and i can not run, but can only stay.
So stay with me, now, because i need you more than ever. Tell me you love me, tell me you want me, tell me you CARE. Hold me close, and listen to my heart, because it beats for you, and only you.
